I wan’t my period to come soo soo bad!!
Erica. 22 years old. Medical Assistant. Nurse Assistant. Student. yoga lover. workout fanatic. runner. Hopeless romantic. Artist. Caring. Loving. Compassionate. Sensitive. Friend. Sister. Daughter. Godmother. This is my life. This is what i live for. <3
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➜Why me? Why did I end up with such a difficult life. All I asked for was happiness but I’m being put through so much. I just want things to be how they were. No more fighting. No more hard feelings. I’m stuck in the middle. I’m so confused
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➜I’m holding onto that little string of hope because everything else just brings me pain
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What is it to be in love? Honestly I feel like I have learned so much from this relationship. And to think that I didn’t want a relationship in the begining. This was only for the fact that I was scared, because I didn’t know what to expect. but now the only thing I find myself wanting is to always be around him and to have his presence. I love when his big brown eyes look back at me and I can’t help but smile back. I can’t help but be so thankful. honestly I found someone that is so opposite of me but then again all those differences come together and we learn from one another. I look forward to more beautiful times. all I really want in the end is to be happy and for him to also feel complete. Because honestly, I still get those same butterflies that I got the very first time. And I wouldn’t trade any of that for anything
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➜I find my self restless after shedding so many tears my body has once given up and decided that its had enough. When will people realize that I can only take so much. That my heart has been hurt way too many times. Honestly ive never felt this way and I feel as if I’m trapped with no one to get my out. No one who understands the pain I feel. I know what I want and I know that I’m worth something. But once something is said my walls that I have built are once again knocked to the ground. Its as if my life is a piece of valuable glassware in which I let others admire and hold but once I’m dropped those pieces in which shattered are no longer repairable…no longer is my life as beautiful as it seemed to be. only because of the carelessness and the constant struggles that come on a daily basis and once again I am left here with only the pieces in which I learn to put back in place for them to once more just shatter into a thousand pieces
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I tend to get so discouraged that there are times in which I don’t know what to do I’m just trying my best Its like that’s not even enough like I’m failing at something and that’s the worst feeling but what can you do. this is all I have. I’m just trying. like my boyfriend said it’s the least I can do I’m just hoping that it will get better eventually and then I will get to the point where I want to be in.it will take me some time but willing to wait because I know that when people wait good things eventually come.
